Playing with me and myself

I was in a really bad mood yesterday. No joke. But I guess I got over it, which I always do. That makes me love life a little more.

So, me and Ben are playing at Jermans tonight. We usually play there. Its just that he wont show up until like eight (he said seven thirty, but in Ben-time, thats eight). Ive been getting so used to playing with him that I do not longer like to play by myself. Like its boring, and no spark at all. For the longest time I wanted to play just by myself, but now.. No thanks. I think its a good thing. Even if it makes me nervous.

Im not a nervous person. Im not good at it.

I hate the fact that I have no guitar. I can just feel the music in me dissapearing, slipping away. And that my friends, makes me so nervous I just wanna run around in circles and scream with my hands in the air. Like Sid in Ice Age.

Oh well, its almost time to leave and sing my heart out. Take care.